I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons

It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
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Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski


  1. Lele Pons

    Lele PonsHace 7 días

    Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

  2. Laura Schmidt

    Laura SchmidtHace 3 días

    I am your biges fan lele!

  3. Eric

    EricHace 6 días

    I love you lele pons

  4. Jady Clovis

    Jady ClovisHace 7 días

    I love u Lele

  5. Sandra Apun

    Sandra ApunHace 7 días

    I loveee youuuu leleeee❤️❤️❤️❤️

  6. Chibi Alpaca

    Chibi AlpacaHace 7 días

    Love this video lele

  7. Lola Dola

    Lola DolaHace 2 horas

    Ocd means doing everything many times just to feel relief😢😢

  8. yoLux

    yoLuxHace 2 horas

    I never imagined this would be all in her head....she has it bad we should still continue to love and support her

  9. danny viveros

    danny viverosHace 2 horas


  10. Sandrasss Sanz

    Sandrasss SanzHace 2 horas

    Thank you Lele for telling us what is happening to you, you have all my support and you are the strongest. And this is silent: 👑for telling us about your problem and you are very strong, a big hug. 😭💜👑💝🥰😍☺ Gracias Lele por contarnos lo que te pasa, tienes todo mi apoyo y eres la más fuerte. Y se te callo esto: 👑 por contarnos tú problema y eres muy fuerte, un abrazo fuerte.😭💜👑💝🥰😍☺

  11. Careen Culcu

    Careen CulcuHace 2 horas

    Everyone saying they didn't expect her to struggle like this- ...Now see your blindness fools!!

  12. Sarai Morales

    Sarai MoralesHace 2 horas

    I had always watched her videos but I stopped watching them because of other creators. I thought that she was this perfect influencer, for Lele to show this side of her made me respect and understand that she’s human just like everybody else 🥺

  13. Anbeisa Salgado

    Anbeisa SalgadoHace 2 horas

    All my prayers to Lele pons It’s sad to think that an amazing person and ESgor suffers from that.

  14. Wambui Mugo

    Wambui MugoHace 2 horas

    u r very strong n awesome lele

  15. Nathalhia Sierra

    Nathalhia SierraHace 2 horas

    I consider you a very valuable person you are great you draw incredible you have extraordinary energy you are super loving this disorder makes you a much better person in the world there should be more people like you I love you very much you have my unconditional support you have an incredible family💓 ♥ ️

  16. Sadiya Fariha

    Sadiya FarihaHace 2 horas

    <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="330">5:30</a> So no one gonna talk about that? ​😂

  17. Neela Prajapati

    Neela PrajapatiHace 2 horas

    Wow you are such a inspiration! I love you work and music and am so sorry that you have to deal with ODC. I know that everyone is so proud of you!! Great job 🎉

  18. Blair Woods

    Blair WoodsHace 2 horas

    you are so cool lele

  19. reind mansour

    reind mansourHace 2 horas

    Your strong ,your funny,your loving, keep your head up dont give up i love you❤️💕❤️

  20. maoli trinidad lora

    maoli trinidad loraHace 2 horas

    In Spanish PLEASE SUBTITLES 😪😪😪

  21. Noa Ingaran

    Noa IngaranHace 2 horas

    Lele I cried I dont have ocd but I understand you! 😭

  22. Sara Sari

    Sara SariHace 2 horas

    Lele u should never listen to the haters and stay strong luv u 💟

  23. Megan Weil

    Megan WeilHace 2 horas

    i love u lele you have inspired me

  24. N0b0dy3k Abs

    N0b0dy3k AbsHace 2 horas

    Lele stay strong i love you so much from a small country ~!!!

  25. Cassandra Paiz

    Cassandra PaizHace 2 horas

    i love u lele don´t let no one get to you u will get through this those people are just a level of life i have be bulled by people and i still do but i dont worried about them they are just hating and they wont go through life like that LOVE YOU

  26. Mateo Villeda Rivera

    Mateo Villeda RiveraHace 2 horas

    I’ve always had depression since elementary then now still but in medication even for anxiety because of how much I’ve been bullied for my sexuality or me being for just being transgender and now with gender dysphoria but it’s hard for my cis friends to understand my dysphoria I get kinda frustrated for me

  27. Fun Time

    Fun TimeHace 2 horas

    <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="159">2:39</a> and 4k

  28. Stefany Rms

    Stefany RmsHace 2 horas

    The video just show us how strong Lele is, we are so proud of u Lele ❤️

  29. Ruth Hannah

    Ruth HannahHace 2 horas

    We Love You So Much Lele Always Remember You Beautiful Just The Way You Are Love You Lele...

  30. Kyra Maloney

    Kyra MaloneyHace 2 horas

    I think its very brave of you to tell your story

  31. Allu Girl

    Allu GirlHace 2 horas

    I just love You and it is saad that You have to experience something like that and i wish i can see You some day💖💖

  32. Noah Harmon

    Noah HarmonHace 2 horas

    I feel so bad for you lele but look at you now. Your confident caring to everybody I never thought in million years you had OCD and you hold it in so well I can't even notice it! :)



    Never give up!

  34. Sonia Alexa

    Sonia AlexaHace 2 horas

    You are not alone you have me Hanna and All.😊🙂❤

  35. Autumn VonAhrens

    Autumn VonAhrensHace 2 horas

    I understand what you're going threw. I struggle with OCD and anxiety also PTSD it's a struggle to fit in when it feels like no one understands or likes you because of your personality.

  36. Pan Powell

    Pan PowellHace 2 horas

    *Big hug* I never though that you have OCD or other conditions. I was waiting impatiens for that series, cause i like you and your work so much :D I saw you once on IG and stays :D You have a lot of courage in you

  37. Caroline T

    Caroline THace 2 horas

    She is a very brave woman to tell the whole world her problems and what she struggles with not a lot of people would ever do that I would not be sharing that much information about me she is very strong and brave ❤️💛❤️💛❤️💛

  38. Maybe love Again

    Maybe love AgainHace 2 horas

    Lele we all love you made me cry 2 min in ❤️😭

  39. Lamija Mehinagic

    Lamija MehinagicHace 2 horas

    Don't worry Lele ur beutiful and caring,loving

  40. napperforlife

    napperforlifeHace 3 horas

    “She’s a genius” ok

  41. michelle

    michelleHace 3 horas

    Isadora: “I dont know where Lele’s interest for singing came from, no one in the family sings” Her dad: Chayanne

  42. xxlonely_mxxnxx x

    xxlonely_mxxnxx xHace 3 horas

    The only ocd i know is the channel :/

  43. MIRANDA RAMOS (Student)

    MIRANDA RAMOS (Student)Hace 3 horas

    Lele we all love you we all support you and you are the best

  44. -1 Aa

    -1 AaHace 3 horas

    Türkçe altyazı ekler misiniz

  45. emely daniela

    emely danielaHace 3 horas

    Si tanto habla de sus origenes latinos porque no lo sube en español🙄 para sus seguidores latinos

  46. Jc Moise

    Jc MoiseHace 3 horas

    I’m so sorry for you I am literally crying

  47. Daphne Peñaloza

    Daphne PeñalozaHace 3 horas

    Don't worry Lele we all love you and support you no matter what

  48. Melanie Perez

    Melanie PerezHace 3 horas

    Chale, quién rayos puede odiar Lele??? Es casi imposible

  49. Ms Ma

    Ms MaHace 3 horas

    Estas buena para actriz.

  50. Alina

    AlinaHace 3 horas

    You are beautiful !

  51. mazharnawaz1

    mazharnawaz1Hace 3 horas

    I have anxiety issues and sometimes I can’t sleep at night for four or three hours

  52. Noor Ghazi

    Noor GhaziHace 3 horas

    I never thought u live this live ,from now on people how bolly u God will never forgive them and u will be fine because u Made people laugh and happy u are the best ESgor for me and forever for everyone

  53. Noor Ghazi

    Noor GhaziHace 3 horas

    I hope people understand what I say

  54. enow clarisse

    enow clarisseHace 3 horas

    I love and respect you Lele, sending much love😘

  55. alaina watson

    alaina watsonHace 3 horas

    Lele you are beautiful and kind and funny

  56. Gacha Wolf

    Gacha WolfHace 3 horas

    my best friend has it amd i didn't understand it... but now i can more recreate it, i understand it now and I'm kinda angry at myself that I couldn't really be there for her, i just wanna hug her and support her..

  57. Courtney Wilson

    Courtney WilsonHace 3 horas

    I believe you lele pons i believe you can go through it let's fight it together

  58. Grace Lalrinsangi

    Grace LalrinsangiHace 3 horas


  59. Bts ROBLOX master

    Bts ROBLOX masterHace 3 horas

    I love you lele keep on moving forward I hope you get this love you ❤️

  60. Dean Saras

    Dean SarasHace 3 horas

    I here to leave a positive comment we love you lele

  61. Benjamín Ferreyra

    Benjamín FerreyraHace 3 horas


  62. Katharina vG

    Katharina vGHace 3 horas

    You are so brave and a inspiration to me!

  63. Isabella's Cool Channel

    Isabella's Cool ChannelHace 3 horas

    I have autism I know how you feel Lele I respect you.

  64. Annie Star

    Annie StarHace 3 horas

    I know I'm not her target audience, so I don't enjoy her content very much, but I can't help but have incredible respect for her posting this. As someone who also suffers from some issues, it's incredibly brave to tell even one person, let alone the entire internet, fans and haters alike. Although I don't know very much about her, seeing such a vulnerable side of her really humanized her for me, and I think I'll definitely think twice before making fun of her in the future

  65. Ana Gonzalez

    Ana GonzalezHace 3 horas

    Lele is si funny un the videos

  66. Melany Aguilar

    Melany AguilarHace 3 horas

    Omg i never noticed this i thought lele was always funny

  67. Benjamín Ferreyra

    Benjamín FerreyraHace 3 horas

    Joven lele ánimo

  68. Dina Fawzi

    Dina FawziHace 3 horas

    I ended in tears omfg you’re have just sm courage to- wow really ✨💗

  69. Ashlyn Benitez

    Ashlyn BenitezHace 3 horas

    I love lele shes the most bravest person i ever knew

  70. ameera117

    ameera117Hace 3 horas

    Wow. Humans are such vast and amazing creatures. I love that you came out and discussed this.I have an entirely different respect for you.

  71. Floreshe Nasufi

    Floreshe NasufiHace 3 horas

    aawww you dont have to do this for us

  72. Camillia Handsborough

    Camillia HandsboroughHace 3 horas

    I will love you no matter what just be yourself.

  73. Chloe Knight

    Chloe KnightHace 3 horas

    I never new I'm zo schok I tocht ze was happy kinda like me 😭😭

  74. Vikram Thakur

    Vikram ThakurHace 3 horas

    After knowing all these things about your life... you become more great 👍 You are a hero now 👌👌🙏🏻🙏🏻 GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS SHINE LIKE YOU ALWAYS DID.. LOTS OF LOVE FROM INDIA 🇮🇳


    PAYSLIE STEENHace 3 horas

    Seeing lele cry makes me cry love u lele keep fighting ❤💛🧡💚💙💜

  76. Joana Ramacciotti

    Joana RamacciottiHace 3 horas

    Lele you are ao brave! Just keep doing you!


    AHMED DEZINANHace 3 horas

    I think i have a bit of this but its good

  78. setayesh rashedi

    setayesh rashediHace 3 horas

    You are perfect 😇

  79. Leigh hibbins

    Leigh hibbinsHace 3 horas

    You are so brave I whant to give you the biggest hug ever xxx

  80. Amiyah McDougal

    Amiyah McDougalHace 3 horas

    It’s ok my sister has adhd I like your videos

  81. Nice Boy

    Nice BoyHace 3 horas


  82. marykate pote

    marykate poteHace 3 horas

    Amazing amazing amazing 😍😍😍😍 love it

  83. Jason Jerome

    Jason JeromeHace 3 horas

    Lele you inspire me. I have ADHD, anxiety, and depression. I'm here for you when ever you need me.

  84. Isabella Diaz the kitty kat freak

    Isabella Diaz the kitty kat freakHace 3 horas


  85. Melvin Moate

    Melvin MoateHace 3 horas

    Plz pray for her she is my best friend lele u are amazing truly

  86. Nyasia Seabrook

    Nyasia SeabrookHace 3 horas